Thursday, May 9, 2019

Panicked Over Not Getting His Way


For forty years, Saul had made a show of trusting and serving God, while depending on his own abilities to motivate the people and gain God’s favor.  With Samuel dead and having killed the priests, and having driven David away, Saul suddenly realized he was on his own.  Terrified, he disobeyed God again, using Satanic practices to get Samuel’s guidance and blessing.  Samuel reminded him that he was in that situation as a result of his own actions, and that he would have to suffer the consequences, in I Samuel 28:15-19.  “And Samuel said to Saul, Why hast thou disquieted me, to bring me up?

And Saul answered, I am sore distressed; for the Philistines make war against me, and God is departed from me, and answereth me no more, neither by prophets, nor by dreams: therefore I have called thee, that thou mayest make known unto me what I shall do.

Then said Samuel, Wherefore then dost thou ask of me, seeing the LORD is departed from thee, and is become thine enemy?  And the LORD hath done to him, as he spake by me: for the LORD hath rent the kingdom out of thine hand, and given it to thy neighbour, even to David: Because thou obeyedst not the voice of the LORD, nor executedst his fierce wrath upon Amalek, therefore hath the LORD done this thing unto thee this day.  Moreover the LORD will also deliver Israel with thee into the hand of the Philistines: and to morrow shalt thou and thy sons be with me: the LORD also shall deliver the host of Israel into the hand of the Philistines.”

God made no allowance for the times he had been under the demonic spirit’s control or to use the modern term, was insane.  While not exactly the same thing, person’s attitude and spirit are very closely related, and cannot take control of a person unless he allows it.  Saul had steadily allowed a wicked attitude to control his mind until he had reached a point where he went temporarily insane when opposed, and had he continued, would probably have eventually gone completely insane, but it was a result of his choices.  As a result of his choices, Saul, and his sons would all be killed. 

Like many selfish and controlling people, Saul panicked when his efforts to manipulate others failed, leaving him with no options.   He went into an absolute funk when he heard what God said, refusing to eat or do anything, as I Samuel 28:20-23a tells us.  “Then Saul fell straightway all along on the earth, and was sore afraid, because of the words of Samuel: and there was no strength in him; for he had eaten no bread all the day, nor all the night.

And the woman came unto Saul, and saw that he was sore troubled, and said unto him, Behold, thine handmaid hath obeyed thy voice, and I have put my life in my hand, and have hearkened unto thy words which thou spakest unto me.  Now therefore, I pray thee, hearken thou also unto the voice of thine handmaid, and let me set a morsel of bread before thee; and eat, that thou mayest have strength, when thou goest on thy way.

But he refused, and said, I will not eat.” 

Finally his servants and the woman convinced him that he was being childish giving in to his fear that way, and that not eating would only make him feel worse, in I Samuel 28:23b-24.  “But his servants, together with the woman, compelled him; and he hearkened unto their voice. So he arose from the earth, and sat upon the bed.  And the woman had a fat calf in the house; and she hasted, and killed it, and took flour, and kneaded it, and did bake unleavened bread thereof: And she brought it before Saul, and before his servants; and they did eat. Then they rose up, and went away that night.”  After eating, he felt enough better to go home and try to make plans. 

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